Izzys Gedichte

 

The culmination of everything meant to be, coming to fruition 
The end of all questions and answers as fate makes its final decision
and you will be there to witness the outcome 
You will see the rise and fall and what becomes 
Holding my last breath, safe inside myself
 Holding onto my dreams, sanity, and health, 
but all in the risk of slipping away, falling out of sight
 In the near of fear, trapped in the gray area between wrong and right
 For the first time with no solution to offer. running blind 
I blaze the trail to a place I cant seem to find...
Izzy...

 

Submersion of dreams
Your in my unconscious themes
Im sorry, I have to say it, but you look like my cure
I want to know how it is to kiss you. Ive dreamt its true but I want to
make sure
but this is my remained secret, BLACK as night
Hidden and disguised as friendship, contained feelings at each sight.
Blinded each time by the beauty of your character
Theres so much I want to, that Ill never share with her
Izzy...

 

               
  See 1, or see 2...                 
Believe just like I do
The day comes and the day goes
Youll never change cuz its the life that you chose..
So hate it and live it, love it or leave it
Curse it or sin it, thank and believe it.
Remember what you came from, break away..
No matter what remember only you can own today.
So see 3 or see 4..see 69 more
Believe just like I do
Your the reason Im here for
Izzy...

 

3am, disconnected, alone and again
Dont listen to me
Either way youll never understand
Im the last thing on your mind
Youll never know me, cuz myself I cant find
And its ok, cuz Ive adapted..
Or have I? Maybe Im just pretendin
Go here, say that...
Even if you dont feel it DO THAT!!
But I love you, thats why I fold
Made a bitch and do what Im told.
Ill never lie and never hold back anything
If you want the truth, Im a basterdized version of the real
enjoy???
Izzy...

 

Lost
Ill find me, you find yourself too
Then Ill find you and youll find me too
So infatuated, attracted, and distracted
I see myself in your eyes, youll feel yourself in everything I do
Just show me the path...cause I cant fully find myself until I find you...*
Izzy...

 

Man or boy?  
A man looks in2 the mirror,
what does he see?
The man before him, or the boy he used 2 be?
Wondering how the boy developed in2 a man so fast,
what happened 2 time?
When did The Future become The PAST??
Thinking of the life hes led
scared 2 death of what lies ahead.
2 the man he hasnt changed a day in his life,
but now hes old enough 2 take a wife
How did he get where he is now?
When did wishing turn 2 how?
This is no man, only a boy could be so torn,
so hurt, so emotionally worn..
PICK yourself up man! YOU CAN!
Look in2 the mirror, what does he see?
He sees the man, and the boy...
He sees....me...*
Izzy...